3 Words. Best whispered.

Grave digger!

2011-10-12T22:45:00.001+08:00

Where do I begin to express how I am feeling right now! My heart hurts so badly. Is this karma? If it is then it’s nothing any off you can imagine. Let’s see, okay! Turn of events… because I am a reserved personality individual, I do not always convey my emotions well. What I am going through or have experienced doesn’t really show on me. Take my appearance for example; I still think my look & physical doesn’t tell you 30yrs old!
I hate this world!!! MONEY really controls our lives… When I had a steady income all is fine! As soon as my income stopped flowing momentarily is where it all started. I lose myself! I really feel the pressure of being the only child. Nothing seems to go right, nobody will understand. Not even people which claim they love you. Maybe it’s my ego, maybe not… should I be proud to tell people that I am broke and is really struggling day by day! Who would care? In the society nowadays, whenever you step foot outside your home, you would be required to spend money.
Maybe it is very hard for people to understand why suddenly I am always hibernating at home. It’s not the fact I am anti-social, I enjoy going out! It hurts me even to reject an invitation out! Who doesn’t like to hang-out with your love ones?
Come on! If you haven’t been poor in your life you would never know how insecure the feeling is! Being a person with integrity I try hard not to borrow any $$$ from my dear friends.
Through the journey of life with a loved person, I hope that at times you will look back at what I have done for you. I always wish the best for you. When money wasn’t an issue, I did do everything just to make you love me more! A few things also, you were the 1st one in my life which I have never done for anyone before. I’m proud to say that I love you. What I am not proud of is always having the feeling of indifferences. The thought of our families of different background and status, scares me. All I said to you is you will never understand! However it’s my pride which doesn’t allow me to explain and try to make you understand where I stand and how I feel.
This is where my mistake began. Because I was not ready to explain why I wasn’t willing to come to you. However I try… with little steps, I try to warm up to you and your family. Circumstances and situation doesn’t allow me to continue so… When I was questioned why I stopped!!! I again did not explain myself, how foolish of me!
Our misunderstanding grew larger and our relationship gap grew wider!!!
This reached a point where we care less of each other. Here is where the hurt began and we turn to our busy lives to try not to think or handle it!
Both are defeated… a once beautiful story and the envy of many has turn into my greatest lesson in life.

THE END

2011-08-16T23:39:00.008+08:00

Bali Trip Day 2:

Woke up at 3am in the morning to see sun rise and dolphin.. (: and it took us 2hours plus to reach our journey so i slept along the journey..Seriously, no regrets for waking up so early! Beautiful sun rise and dolphin..

can you spot the dolphin? :P

Walked to nearby resort to have our breakfast. :)

Next, we went to the Volcano area for buffet lunch eating local food. I didnt have the mood to eat thanks to the ulcer on my tongue.. :'( The place is so windy and cooling. It reminds me of Genting.. LOL~

Musang

Coffee (:

After that, we went to the visit their agriculture and try the world most expensive coffee, Coffee Luwak. It is actually some shit from an animal. They called it 'Musang'.. If you ever drink that coffee before and you are a coffee lover, you will know the difference. :)

Visited some temple also and it was packed with people and the guy told us they were all preparing for their raya on the next day. So nice that we get to see them praying and wash themself in the 'fountain' for some blessing. but too bad, we didnt get to try!

Headed to paddy field after that. It was beautiful. You can see layers of paddy from the picture above. Isn't it pretty?? :)

And of cause, we went to Tanahlot for shopping and sunset as well.. :) By the way, most of the souvenirs were bought from there.. Heehee..

And of cause lastly, Jimbaran for dinner by the beach.. Good experience as we dont get to have dinner by the beach in M'sia and the food was great! BBQ mixed seafood.. Yummy~~

That's all for Day 2.. :) Day 3 post, Genting and Malacca post will be uploaded as well.. Stay Tune!! =D

Xoxo

2011-08-07T22:36:00.002+08:00

*CHAK* I'm finally back blogging! (: and I'm gonna blog about my Bali Trip day 1. Yes, i know i was suppose to blog last month but i was too busy enjoying my life and i'm lazy to blog. =P By the way, this post is gonna be 'picture's tells it all'

Bali is such a beautiful island.. love it so much.. plan to go with my hubby boy next time! (:

Hello Bali!! :)

When we arrive Bali, it was half day gone. =/ checked-in to our Hotel, Holiday Villa and off we walk to Kuta Beach and Kuta town for shopping. Yes, we walked, because my hotel is just opposite Kuta Beach. How nice right? but we only spend first day evening at Kuta beach to see the sunset. I will let you all know in the next post..

Beautiful Sunset! ♥

I Promise i will update the remaining day as soon as possible.. :) Xoxo

Ps: How come my font size and font changes?? =/

2011-06-16T15:05:00.002+08:00

Super short update here.. (:

Say Hello to my JacK boy! (= He is so handsome! *wink* Brought him for grooming the other day with my babe. Of course i bought him new shirt and new shampoo.. He is feeling handsome now.. haha~!

That's all for now.. Finals is next week! Wish me luck! (: Xoxo

2011-06-05T11:27:00.004+08:00

I'm finally 20 now! (: Birthday celebration was a simple yet fun and enjoying.. After my class, hubby boy bring me to Bangsar to get me my brithday pressie.. (: Birthday present will be reveal later in this post. (:

We went for premier class movie @ the gardens after that. Watched KungFu Panda 2.. (: Finally, i get to watch it. It was our first time watching premier class. The seats are comfortable and the service is much better than the normal one.. haha.. KungFu Panda 2 is such a nice movie.. love it.. so touching and meaningful.. (:

After the movie, we went to Puchong Neway to meet up with others.. (: Surprisingly, the traffic was considered good, so we were the first who reach there.. -.-" We check-in the room first then we went to take our food to eat! (: Its was buffet dinner, the food was okay but well, it is more than enough to make all of us full.. You Wei and Vincent keep on taking food up for us to eat until some of the food were wasted. LOL~

While we were singing, suddenly, the music stop and wai keat and jasmine were holding the control, so all of us looked at them and they raise up their hand and say "no, its not me!" hahah~ so funny, and then, i saw a cake and the screen changed to birthday song.. aww~ thank you all.. (:

Though it wasnt really a big celebration, i was happy enough to have you all to celebrate it with me. It was my first time celebrating my birthday in karaoke with friends. Spent wonderful time with all of you. Big thank you to my babes who attended, it means a lot to me.. (: Also, thank you all who wished me through phones, messages, talkbox, face-to-face and also facebook!

Thank you hubby boy for buying me this Dior shades! Love it so much and also thank you for being with me the whole day although you didnt really wana go for the karaoke, but still you make it for me! (: I love you! ♥

DKNY be delicious Perfume. (:

Juicy Couture bracelet :)

Once again, thank you, thank you and thank you! =D

Will update soon, Xoxo

2011-05-31T22:22:00.002+08:00

Time passes so fast! Its June tomorrow and my birthday is just the day after tomorrow! (: Went over to One U the other day with family and we are suppose to watch KungFu Panda 2.. But the queue was super long and all the tickets were front seats except for the 11.45pm movie.. Cant believe so many people queuing up for movie tickets early in the morning. :( So we ended up watching Dairy of a Wimpy Kid.. LOL~ The movie was so funny and i was laughing most of the time! Haha~

Not forgetting that we had our lunch at Delicious as i was craving for carbonara. (: Their carbonara is superb! Love it so much~ (: and also the dessert we ordered, Bonafee Pie, White Chocolate Tart.. *sluurrrp* I feel hungry now when i think about it.. *yummy yummy* Yes, i admit i loves to it and i don't mind being a little fat cause hubby boy loves me for who i am! =P Even his hair stylist say i grow fat.. LOL~

Oh ya, hubby boy came back from Johor and he bought lots of iPhone covers! Of course, he bought for me too.. (: Thank you! and we actually counted that he already bought 17 iPhone covers in total for himself.. -.-" He says apple accessories is like "heaven" there. Cheap and Nice! haha~! Gonna make a trip there just to buy iPhone accessories.. =P

Stay tune for my next post! Xoxo

2011-05-27T00:06:00.002+08:00

Cousin drew this for me after i post this status on my wall. Thanks a lot! (: By the way, the words on the picture says it all. "Don't judge me by my past, i don't live there anymore." (:

Xoxo

JacK bLacK

2011-05-22T14:21:00.003+08:00

Everyone please say hello to my dearest Mimi and JacK bLacK. (: Aren't both of them cute? =P

Hubby boy and I adopted a 7 months old mini pinschers from my hair stylist, Jack! He is too cute but very naughty, spoiled, and hyperactive! He loves to lean on people when he sleeps and only drink water when people feed him! So manja right?? He barks at strangers just like any other dog but when strangers walk towards him, he scared and run! LOL.. *chicken* He loves the angry bird toy hubby boy bought.. Really can't resist not to love him. (: I love him so so much but i love hubby boy most! =P

That's all for today! Xoxo

2011-05-21T23:12:00.006+08:00

Hello guys, since hubby boy is at Johor now and i'm kinda bored, here's some update. (: Hope i wont disappoint you guys for not updating that often anymore. (:

Went up to Genting with hubby boy during the weekend. I was very exited, i dono why. LOL. Maybe the last time we went genting and i spoiled the whole trip cause i had fever during the midnight and hubby boy had to take care of me. So this time, i was really looking forward for that trip. (:

Let the picture do the talking.. =P

As you can see, i look very exited and happy on the way up to Genting! (: and yes, i got myself a new hair a day before i went up to Genting thats why the photo dont look like me..

We didnt get to go outdoor theme park as by the time we reach there, its already 3pm. We both were too lazy to get up in the morning.. LOL.. But we went for the Flying Coaster.. (:

Oh ya, I'm in love with stockings lately. ♥ (:

While waiting for hubby boy's parents to check in for us, we walked around Genting. Basically, the whole Genting. Genting is so small.. -.-"

By the way, Hubby boy told me there were no room left in all the hotel and only left with First World. But no, he wanted to surprise me but failed. =P we stayed in Resort Hotel. The rooms are nice but too bad the toilet do not have bath tub like the one we stayed in Highlands last time.

Candid shot. =P

After we got our room keys, we get ourself freshen up and ready for dinner with his parents. (:

His parents is sweet enough to buy us ticket to watch The GLITZ. (: Very nice show!

Say hello to Aunty Cynthia. (:

After the show, the walked around and stop by a shop to buy some snack before heading back to the hotel room. (:

Watch FAST & FURIOUS 5 in Genting! Awesome movie. (: By the time the movie ends, its almost 4am so we walked back to our room to sleep.

Next morning, we went Old Town for brunch and we went to Ripley's Believe It Or Not. (: Its quite creepy inside but lots of interesting stuff inside there.. You guys should go. (:

Before we head back to KL, we stopped by at Chin Tsui Temple. (: Hubby boy told me that his mom put his tortoise at this temple long time ago. (: I really enjoyed myself this trip with you. Also thank you Uncle Lawrence and Aunty Cynthia for the room and dinner. Most importantly, thank you hubby boy for being such a great companion. (: I Love You!

Alright, will upload soon I promise. Xoxo

2011-05-06T13:43:00.004+08:00

Hey guys.. (: I've been really really busy with my assignments and quizzes and this explain why i got no time to blog. Even if i have time, i would rather rest and sleep! haha~!

Life has been pretty good. Study break ended like more than a week ago. :( One week of break is not enough for me. Nah, even 2 months break also not enough for me! =P Some of you may know that i helped my old friend to work for part time during my study break, selling shampoo. LOL.. I will not say is a very good pay, but at least, i'm happy! (:

Also attended my friends birthday celebration before my study break and we went Gardens Cafe, Sunway Pyramid. (: Its good when you have chance to gather your friends and have fun and celebrate together. I love their decorations in the restaurant, super romantic! =P

The royal wedding held last Friday was awesome. Thank God i'm able to reached home on time to watch it live. (: Their wedding ceremony is was so exiting to me. Been waiting for long to see them kissing at the balcony. haha~! But was kinda disappointing cause the kiss was fast like maybe 2 seconds? But they kissed the 2nd time after that. (: Kate Middleton married to Prince William is like a true fairy tale come true. So lucky. Well, we all girls gotta admit that we dream about marrying a prince when we were still young! LOL~! Dont laugh. May their marriage will grow old together with them. (:

Kate Middleson or i shall say Princess Catherine is so pretty and she has a beautiful and attractive smile. Her wedding gown was a long-sleeved, ivory lace satin gown designed by Sarah Burton, the creative director of Alexander McQueen. Simple yet elegant and stunning. (: But i personally think that her wedding bouquet is kinda dull. Perhaps abit bigger will be perfect!

Not forgetting that the funny part during their wedding ceremony, both cousins of Prince Williams dressed up very weird! and i was talking to my other half, i told him that they wore until like the step sister of Cinderella and he laugh about it. LOL~ Guess what i found today, i'm not the only one who thinks like that okay?!? haha~! So funny, i laughed when i saw this picture below.

Funny right? LOL~

Okay guys, i gotta continue with my assignments now. Will update soon, please continue reading. (: Xoxo

2011-04-20T14:32:00.004+08:00

Cousin's whole family came up to KL 2 weeks ago for my cousin's sister, Vivien graduation day. (: She's now a beautician. and i can now have free facial treatment everytime i go back to Johor. Went to florist to buy flower for her before they reach my place. By the way, it was my cousin brother birthday as well. Went to buy cake after dinner just for him! Wanted to gave him surprise right when the clock strikes 12am but decided to make it earlier instead. He was pretty surprise with it also.. haha! I hope you like the birthday surprise. (:

After that, we had a great talk with my cousins, aunty and grandma in the room.. haha~! We talk about everything! I love them all.. (:

Next morning, woke up at 7 to get prepared for her graduation ceremony. (: and not forgetting that the breakfast prepared mummy is so delicious! So many choices served on the side table just like buffet breakfast. Yummy~!

Her graduation ceremony is at Times Square and Kar Yoon was the amcee for the day.. It was a traditional graduation ceremony just like i expected and it ended around 12pm. Were suppose to go Ampang for Yong Tou Fu but plan changed so we went Pavilion after that. Baby Kelvin is so cute! Playing with baby Kelvin will make my day full of laughter.. (:

Thats all for this post.. Xoxo

Parkson Ladies Fashion Week Party

2011-04-12T23:04:00.005+08:00

Miss me?? :P I have so much to update lately but was feeling lazy and i decided to blog today as my blog is getting dead..

Mama got me free ticket to the Parkson Ladies Fashion Week Party last Friday. I invited my babes, Lee Ning and Kimberly to go along. I was kinda exited to go cause the last Christmas Party i went were awesome! (: I purposely dress up for this event! :D

Those who purchase RM250 and above are entitled to redeem goodies bag worth RM150 and free magazine cover shooting and make up were sponsored my RMK. (: Mummy bought lots of lots of things, so all of us were entitled for the free photo shoot.. Not long ago, when i was talking to Lee Ning, we mentioned that we want to go for photo shoot together, but now, we have it free! YAY~!

Make up artist, touching up my make up. (:

While waiting for our turn, we took some photos.. (:

Besides, as the event is "Ladies Fashion Week", so the TOP 10 fashionista who get spotted by the staff, you won RM100 Parkson Gift Card and RMK products. And I am one of the lucky one. (:

Not forgetting that they have some talks made by Melinda Looi; famous fashion designer, lucky draw worth up to RM1000, Pole Dancing, Free Air Brush tattoo and many many more.. I got myself one too.. :P But we spent most of the time in the photo shoots.. haha~! :P

Showing off my air brush tattoo :P

Here's a closer look of it. (:

Sisters!

I really do enjoy myself that night.. (: Mummy told me that Europe Fashion Week coming on July. Really looking forward again to go! :P I hope mummy will have extra tickets for me again! Please stay tune for my next post, Cousin sister graduation day! (:

Xoxo

2011-03-27T00:35:00.002+08:00

I'm back blogging.. (: Sorry for not updating cause I've been lazying around all the time. =P If you guys are wondering how's my life, let me tell you here, my life is pretty good! Spending time with my friends, my other half and family all the time. What else can i ask for? I love all of you! (:

I have 2 quizes every week.. -.-" So pressure.. Cant even relax but to revise and revise before doing the quizes.. Well, Cathy Ho Wanli, you can do it~! Stay positive.. Please bare with me as i need some motivation for myself. (: Mummy bought me egg tart for getting full mark for my previous quiz.. "Mummy, i want something better." Hehe.. What a greedy person i am.. I love her no matter how much argument or disagreement we had before..

Went to Lagoon Surf Beach today to see Lacosta Lakeside Condo house lauching.. The condo is located at South Quay.. A very beautiful condo i shall say and not forgetting they have sky garden as well.. The event is perfectly organised.. The food was satisfying, the performance was good.. I enjoyed myself there although I felt like i am my parents lightbulb since both my sister didnt go.. But i guess its okay because i am happy for them! My parents are still so sweet after so many years of marriage.. (:

Last but not least, Happy Birthday Mrs.Ho ♥ .. (: Here wishing you good health and good wealth.. (: Sounds so traditional.. aikz..

Its late now, will update real soon! Xoxo

Love of My Life

2011-03-13T22:52:00.002+08:00

It only happens once in a life

You find that someone who treats you right

Now days it is really rare

To find that special one who will really care.

The love of your life is the one who will be there

Who will always understand and be fair

They wont care what you look like when you wake

Or wont be a phony or a fake.

They will open their heart

And never leave you or be a part

The love of your life will never let you go

You never have to doubt because you will always know

They will show their soul deep inside

And their feelings they will never hide

Someone to spend those rocking chairs years

To share the joy and wipe the tears

To go through good times and the bad
They will be there when you are sad

To comfort your sorrow and your pain
To hold the umbrella for you in the rain

They will make your sun shine even when clouds are gray
Right by your side until your dying day

They will grow old together as husband and wife

And be the sweetest couple on earth

Thank You for being the love of my life, Edmund Ho Chee Keong.

Happy Anniversary. ♥♥♥

Xoxo

2011-02-27T22:18:00.002+08:00

I cant believe Uni is starting tomorrow.. 3 months of holidays ended.. :( Everything will be back to normal from tomorrow onwards.. *sigh* Wont be seeing my other half every single day like the past 2 months anymore.. I have and i need to focus on this coming semester.. Too many tough subjects.. No matter what, i believe in myself that i can cope all the subject *hopefully* Anyhow, i enjoyed my holiday working in NOPS.. (:

By the way, i always notice some couple sitting down in a restaurant or cafe but they are not talking to each other, instead, they are facing on their laptops or phones.. Now, it happen to me.. -.-" Hubby and i were just saying that ever since we both have an iPhone, we always play our phone while waiting for our food and all.. :( Though, we have communication break down in that case, but one thing for sure, our love did not go any lesser but deeper.. and for that, I'm glad! (:

I've lose my blogging mojo.. will update soon.. Xoxo

Ps : Cant wait to see my babe tomorrow.. (:

2011-02-23T18:43:00.002+08:00

Its gonna be a very short one but i will squeeze everything in one post! hehe.. I'm gonna blog about CNY first. (: As usual, first day of CNY is my grandfather birthday.. and this its special because its his 80th birthday! (: he look much older now, but still mentally strong.. I love him! and like every year, in the modern way, we eat steamboat.. easy and fast.. haha~! it was nice catching up with everyone in the family. For your info, many town in Johor flooded, but thank god that my area were not.. (:

Valentine Day and 13th month anniversary fall on the same day. Sad to say, it wasnt that great for me, the plans were failed and we go for the second best.. but its alright, valentine day is just a day for who you celebrate.. But if we both are already so very sweet all the time, guess its okay to just if the best plan failed.. I still love you for who you are and you will forever be my valentine.. (:

I've stopped working in NOPS already.. (: Getting prepared to start uni next week.. *big sigh* I love my job alot.. Its very relax and i have a very good boss! (: the people there are all around my age so we get along very well.. (: and the best thing is i get to work together with my primary school mate, Kimberly.. hehe.. Hopefully, we will still keep in touch although all of us stopped working already.. (:

I went Batu Caves with my other half last saturday.. haha.. Its pretty random, he texted me and ask me to bring my sports shoe and said that we might be going batu caves.. -.-" and yes, we did! (: there's so many monkeys and pegeon there.. The monkeys there are very fierce! Only if you been there before, you will know what i mean.. (: The indian tample there was pretty interesting cause its inside the cave.. oh ya, before that, he brought me to imbi palace for dim sum again!! yummy~! thank you so much for the tiring but wonderful day hubby~! Love You!

Not forgetting that we watched BURLESQUE acted by Sher and Christina Aguilera also.. Nice movie though.. Nice song, nice dance and nice story.. Worth watching it.. (:

Thats all for this post.. update soon.. xoxo

2011-02-22T20:28:00.002+08:00

I have so much to talk about! Stay tune. (: now, just something small to share..

Well, here we are again;
I guess it must be fate.
We've tried it on our own,
But deep inside we've known
We'd be back to set things straight.

I still remember when
Your kiss was so brand new.
Every memory repeats,
Every step I take retreats,
Every journey always brings me back to you.

After All the stops and starts,
We keep coming back to these two hearts,
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall.
After All that we've been through,
It all comes down to me and you.
I guess it's meant to be,
Forever you and me, After All.

When love is truly right
This time it's truly right.
It lives from year to year.
It changes as it goes,
Oh, and on the way it grows,
But it never disappears,

Always just beyond my touch,
You know I needed you so much.
After All, what else is livin' for?

2011-01-27T23:57:00.002+08:00

My other half specially made this and framed it up for me as our 1 year anniversary gift.. (: Love it so much! How sweet~! I bought a pair of White Ralph Lauren Polo Tee for both of us.. Picture can be seen in Fb.. (: No matter how hard things is going to be, i will never give up! Love will find the way.. I Love You.. Xoxo

2011-01-26T12:30:00.002+08:00

Will not blog about my 1st year anniversary celebration here.. Ask me if you wana know.. =P It was wonderful and memorable.. You are so sweet~! (: Thank you for everything.. L♥ve you ♥♥♥..

In this cruel world of love, I've learned that promises aren't contracts, kisses aren't assurance, sweet words aren't guarantees, tight hugs aren't bonds. But we fall in love over and over again and hoping that things will last forever. Hey, nothing is permanent in this world, today they might be yours, but next day, they are gone. Today, they're sweet, the next day, they're callous and cold. I've learned that loving someone is not always about fairy tales and fantasies. Its all about TRUTH and REALITY. I'm still growing and learning, much more to learn in this world.

I'm lost of words.. update soon.. Xoxo

Sorry That I Love You

2011-01-19T01:36:00.000+08:00

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand

That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right

So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight
And I'm so sorry for...

Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene

Sorry love, for wasting your time
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

Xoxo.

2011-01-18T12:00:00.003+08:00

I hate this particular feeling that i'm feeling now.. The so near yet so far + the insecurity feeling.. I hate myself for having this feeling.. I cant focus on what i should do.. argh~! I have so much to talk to you, i miss you.. Woke up in the middle of the night to check my phone, hoping that you will leave me a text before you sleep.. Knowing that you are not an easy person to be with, i often give you all my attentions.. The relationship is strong yet still fragile even after a year.. Even a small misunderstanding or small miscommunication will lead to a big fight.. *sigh* You look so much stronger than i am.. I wished i can be like you.. Just to let you know that i love you always, in all ways.

Xoxo

All My Life ♥

2011-01-13T10:43:00.000+08:00

I will never find another lover sweeter than you,

Sweeter than you

And I will never find another lover more precious than you,

More precious than you

BOY you are close to me you're like my mother,

Close to me you're like my father,

Close to me you're like my sister,

Close to me you're like my brother

You are the only one my everything and

For you this song I sing.

And all my life I've prayed for someone like you

And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I've prayed for someone like you

And I hope that you feel the same way too

Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said you're all that I'm thinking of

Baby, baby,

Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,

You're all I'm thinking of,

I praise the Lord above,

For sending me your love,

I cherish every hug,

I really love you.

You're all that I ever known, when you smile,

On my face, all I see is a glow.

You turned my life around,

You picked me up when I was down,

You're all that I ever know,

When you smile my face glows,

You picked me up when I was down.

I Love You.

2011-01-11T15:59:00.004+08:00

Just a short update.. Am done with the chinese new year decorations for my shop.. (: The boss doesnt want it o e to chinese so i just bought some poeny flowers, cherry blossom with pair of lantern. (: a simple yet nice one.. A few customer said our decorations very nice.. haha~! I feel so proud.. *wink* But its just normal to me... My house decorations is much nicer all thanks to mummy! hehe.. I've uploaded a few picture of it.. what do you think? hmmm... (:

Stay tune for the next update! Xoxo

2011-01-10T13:53:00.002+08:00

Hello... Suddenly have the urge to blog.. (: I've been very emotional nowadays, i dono why.. maybe pms larh.. Not a good thing actually. It will affects people around me especially my other half.. He has been so patient with me lately... Listening to my side of story that made him feel sleepy and all.. Thank you for being so patient with me.. I'm get affected easily with things or people around.. In other words, i'm very sensitive.. Emotions aren't suppose to be effecting it so badly, but i'm letting it.. I shall learn to control my emotions but not letting them to control me.. *sigh*

Well, its been almost a year since we are together.. *few more days to go* Remember those days that we texted each other everyday after work till late night and still didnt want to sleep cause thats when we wanting to know more about each other.. and slowly falling for each other and till the day we got together, January 14th, 2010.. The day i will remember for my whole life.. I guess its all fate that put us together.. We are from different circles of friends, different personalities but yet, we are so deeply in love with each other right from the start.. When you held my hand, i feel you.. I know you were the one.. After a year, I'm feeling the same too with no doubts at all.. I love you, My Love..

Cant wait for coming friday! (: Will update soon.. Xoxo

2011-01-07T05:26:00.002+08:00

Its 5.27am in the morning.. I woke up at 3 and i couldnt get back to my sleep.. *sigh* Lots of things has been running through my head this few days.. I have all my fears back.. Thinking i may not be good enough, and all the what if question.. I feel much insecured than before.. I hope i'm thinking too much.. I've went through so much to finally found 'something' that i deserve.. Please let me know that i am the perfect someone for you.. Its been almost a year and the feelings is still so strong.. Our story is like a fairy tales that i would shared with my grandchild next time.. I've never been so clear on what i want before.. Please let me know that i'm just worrying too much..

By the way, i would love to share something that really makes me happy even though after so long and after so many times i've read it.. "Wanli my baBy you are my life, but just for now co'z later... my wife. We will stay forever deeply in love and fall for each other as you press your lips to mine. My problems fade and things are fine. your are the one who fights my fears away, the only one who wipes my tears. We are hand in hand and heart to heart." It just melts my heart straight away.. I Love you darliNg.. 1st year anniversary is coming and i cant wait~! I know there will be more to come.. I'm exited to go cruise that we planned to go together.. Ai Ni <3..>

Oh ya, did i mention that I've a new born baby cousin?? yup yup.. *smiles (:* Welcome Winfred Ho to the Ho family.. Well, like what my grandpa always said, The Ho families are all pretty girl and handsome boy! XD Cant wait till i get back to Johor to see my little cousin..

Cant believe i took so long to finish this post.. My mind doesnt function well.. *sigh* Will update soon! Xoxo

2011-01-04T11:13:00.001+08:00

If our love was a fairy tale

I would charge in and rescue you

On a yacht, baby, we would sail

To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you

It'd be so beautiful if that came true

You don't even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless

You're everything good in my life

You leave me breathless

I still can't believe that you're mine

You just walked out of one of my dreams

So beautiful, you're leaving me breathless

And if our love was a story book

We would meet on the very first page

The last chapter would be about

How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes

I would fall deeper watching you give life

You don't even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless

You're everything good in my life

You leave me breathless

I still can't believe that you're mine

You just walked out of one of my dreams

So beautiful, you're leaving me breathless

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me

You're like an angel

The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me

You're something special

I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me

But all I can do is try every day of my life

2011-01-03T18:41:00.003+08:00

Christmas is over, and its a brand new year! (: So many things happened during 2010, a lot of us went through some hard times and we are still staying strong here.. 2011 will be a better year.. *smiles* :) Sad to say, i didnt go anywhere for countdown, after work, straight go home and rest! But i like it as i can have my own time to relax and do some mask! Well, working as a beauty consultant now, of course have to jaga imej abit mar.. hehe.. by the way, i lost my anna sui limited edition blusher, i couldnt remember where i put and i couldnt find it at my room or at my work place.. *sigh*

Back to topic, its 2011 now, there's so many things waiting for me to be done and there's so much more for me to learn.. Will be a better and mature person is coming year.. Well, looking back at my past, i really think that i am much mature as i know how to handle things myself in my own ways but i still need to improve on my emotions.. i cant let my emotions control me.. =/ will improve on that.. (:

CNY is coming and i haven shop for cny clothes! No time to shop~! Will go shopping during my coming off days after my pay release.. *cant wait* hehe.. oh ya, my boss gave me a budget of rm300 to buy cny decorations to decorate the shops.. Any ideas?? :D Will upload the photos once i've done it.. hehe...

I shall stop here, will update soon.. Xoxo..

2010-12-30T17:51:00.002+08:00

It was my other half's birthday yesterday.. I planned with one of his friends to give him a surprise celebration at Michelangelo's Pavilion.. He came and pick me up from my house in the noon and something happened.. Reached Ampang its already 5.30 and we both are starving cause we didnt eat anything for lunch.. Ate maggie mee after that, thank you aunty for the instant noodle.. :) Rest for a while and both of us get dressed up.. Hubby thought there's only 4 of us and he didnt knew there's bout 10 people.. hehe..

Everyone enjoyed the dinner and all of us were full.. Special thanks to Allan who help me out throughout the plans.. Thank you so much! :) After the dinner, we headed to Hard Rock Cafe, the old man club.. -.-" Hubby thought he is going to be K.O knowing that he would be ask to drink lots of shots and all but it was not that bad, just a little tipsy.. At least he enjoyed, and i enjoyed too.. :) and nice meeting his friends too..

I hope you are happy yesterday night though something bad happened.. and i hope that you had fun throughout the day.. Thank you for sending me home even you are really tired.. Thank you for being there the whole time cause you know i will be bored.. I appreciate it a lot.. Thank you so much hubby.. and i hope you love the 'vouchers' and the celebration that i gave you and plan for you.. Love you!

More photos on Facebook.. :) Xoxo

2010-12-28T11:24:00.004+08:00

At this age, everything is changing. Day by day we don’t notice, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and the more we grow the less sense it will make. So make the most of now,before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all of this is only going to be memories.

Xoxo

A post for my best friend, Lee Ning.

2010-12-27T12:09:00.002+08:00

Babe, we've know each other for more about 10 years! :) We both have been through a lot together, and we grew up together.. You have seen me in my worst and you never leave me alone.. When i need someone, you are always there for me.. I appreciate our friendship a lot.. Some people tried to seperate us cause they were jealous but they failed to do so.. I'm glad i have you as my best friend.. We are like sister, we shared every single thing together.. Remember when we are in primary, we always have the same height and weight?? haha!! After so long, I still love you and i will always love you.. Happy Birthday! =D I hope you enjoyed your birthday in US.. Will see you when you get back kay? Missing you badly..

With lots of love,

Cathy. Xoxo

2010-12-24T10:38:00.002+08:00

Once again, the words you said, stabbed through my heart. You always said that we cannot make someone your world. But in fact, many people did. Same goes to me, i did. I realized how lonely i feel without you that even when i'm sad, i got no one to turn to and only myself. How sad is that? Well, i am not regretting for the choice i've made. I know certain things we did or say cant turn back time. But i do hope we will last forever.

Dear santa, its christmas eve today, i'm feeling alone. I dont wan much for christmas. Just the special someone is more than enough. Christmas is about loving and forgiving. I do hope that my special someone will be with me on this very special day and i want him to be by my side for the rest of my life.

Xoxo.

2010-12-23T13:00:00.002+08:00

You know its really sucks when everything is doing perfectly fine and something came out and it all crashes it again.. Being understanding is a big part in a relationship. I strongly agree with that and for that i think i've always been very understanding.. At least from what i know.. I always try my best to give you what you want and i never force you to do anything you dont like.. but come on, Christmas is just once a year and you can only see beautiful decorations in the mall once a year. I dont get the point where some people just dont wana take picture as memories.. I dont think those decorations are only meant for tourist to see and enjoy but not us.. I mean whats wrong with taking pictures?? You said you wearing shorts and all not nice but that is what you think.. People take pictures because they want to captured the perfect moment with the perfect someone.. Not what you wearing or who you look! I'm disappointed with your words and actions.. If you think you dont wana apologize then just too bad.. Apologized is important when you are wrong.. It shows that you are sincerly wrong and at least make me feel that you wont repeat the same mistake again.. Enough said. Xoxo

2010-12-17T23:20:00.003+08:00

I don’t want a lot for Christmas. There is just one thing I need. I don’t care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree. I just want you for my own, more than you could ever know. Make my wish come true. Baby, all I want for Christmas is you. Xoxo

2010-12-17T22:44:00.005+08:00

Xoxo

2010-12-16T22:40:00.002+08:00

I'm sick.. Hate it cause i'm forced to eat medicine that its hard for me to swallow... :( Thanks hubby for fetching me to the clinic and send me home.. Appreciate it a lot.. *loves* and i realize its been a long time since i last stayed at home the whole day since i'm working and i spent all my off days with my other half.. But sadly to say that, parents didn't really cared cause they think that i am big enough to take care of myself when i'm sick.. They used to touch my forehead and check whether i still have fever from time to time when i'm sick but not anymore.. :( Its okay, i know its time to grow up.. I gotta learn to be independent..

Wait till i fully recover, i need to go shop for christmas present!! I still have no idea what to buy for my other half for christmas and his birthday... :( I asked him but he say answered, "YOU, and i already have you so i don't need anything else." sweet enough to melt my heart.. :) You are always so sweet and loving.. Love You..

I think its time for me to rest, will update soon... Stay tune! :) Xoxo

2010-12-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

Happy 11th Months, My Love.

Xoxo.

2010-12-13T11:19:00.002+08:00

I'm back from Singapore bout a week ago.. :) It was a fun but tiring trip i would say but of course the trip is worth all the tiredness... Did a lot of shopping as usual.. Things are really cheap compared to M'sia and they are having year end sales so its really CHEAP... :) But i couldn't get the DKNY bag i wanted.. Came back, went to Pavilion to look for it also don have.. :( Maybe the bag wasn't meant for me.. aikz..

By the way, I spent and reserve all my off days for my other half of course.. :) We went to Pavilion the other day.. It was just a simple one without movie just window shopping and we went Michelangelo's for dinner... :) Saw one skirt from ZARA and i wanted to buy and Hubby said, "Singapore buy so much edi not enough ar? still wanna buy?".. HAHAH! His reaction so cute! x) but the skirt got no more size for me also la.. so i didn't buy... :)

Parkson Christmas Party held at Pavilion last Friday was awesome... :) Got free manicure from SKII, cupcakes, goodies bags, balloons, tattoo and many more.. It was a fun night and i bought myself a Make Up set from Anna Sui... not cheap but worth the price i would say and I'm happy.. :) Played Old Mc. Donald's Had A Farm with the emcee and won some vouchers too.. So pai seh i tell you.. Everyone laughing... Zzzz... *shake head* but we all had fun that night... :) Definately want to go again next year.. Will invite hubby along too... hehehe..

Its gonna be our 11th months anniversary tomorrow... As we grow old together, we may forget things, but memories and time spent with you will never me forgotten.. Love you! :D You complete me.. I've fallen in love many times but its always with you... May we grow old together as one.. Once again, Happy Anniversary, my one and only, edMuNd cK Ho. *loves*

Will update soon... Xoxo

2010-12-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

You are the air I need to breathe

the river of life inside of me

you are the half that made me whole

you are the anchor of my soul

and you are strong when I am weak

you are the words when I can't speak

you never fail to see me through

that's the love I found in you

you are my shelter from the storm

you are the road that leads me home

and baby with you here face to face

Oh I know I've found my place

and once in every life

you find the one that's right

and when you say forever it's true

That's the love I found in you.

Xoxo.

2010-12-12T11:25:00.002+08:00

Hello people!! :) So sorry for the MIA.. Been really busy and i got no time to update my blog... Please continue reading and stay tune for my next updates... Will not post bout my Singapore trip coz i'm being lazy but photos are up at Facebook.. :) I will update my blog real soon... I promise.. Xoxo

2010-12-03T00:15:00.002+08:00

Singapore trip is in few more hours time.. will be missing my other half and some friends alot.. Whatever is it, I had wonderful time spent with my other half today.. We went pasar malam together and it was raining... He said nevermind larh, its romantic to walk under the rain with umbrella.. HAHA! so cute~! Well, we ate lots of junk food and the pasar malam got 'chau toufu'.. seriously it stinks... I can smell it from at least 200m away.. Gosh~! I dont mind if we dont have fancy date.. Going anywhere together already makes me happy... Thats all i wanted to say.. Gotta go sleep now.. Stay tune for my next post kay?? Xoxo..

2010-12-02T23:12:00.001+08:00

I hope everything is well to those who reads this! J just something I wanna let of my chest. All of us define love very differently. It’s very difficult to find a balance in love. In many ways love origins from you as a child. We all have families. Some are born in a blessed family where else some are not. What I’m trying to say is that if you have a in-tact family please feel blessed as you have a mom & dad and siblings around you. It may not be perfect but hey! You are all under one roof, nothing is perfect. Cherish family. For me it’s just a small family, me being the only child and since I am off age (as in older than some of you) love is not so shown in the family cause I am expected to be an adult and to act all macho. But honestly we all have a soft side. Some are sissy’s and some are really tough. I’m so called in between., sensitive yet strong! Hehe…

I love my parents and have a responsibility towards them even if they don’t show much love towards me. However I’m thankful that I have found my other half. She is all sweet and everything I’m not. Brings out the best of me. In a way she fulfills me! For this I’m blessed…

To those out there which families are not so perfect, HEY! Who says life would suck! Come on, we are all here to grow and learn as a person, to seek happiness in your own very way. So throw out the negativity which you have absorb from your friends and the world. First thing you do is try to complaint less as it’s not going to help you~ words like FML and etc. really make you sound so sad and if you continue no one would wanna be around you. Cause you know that no matter how many friends you have now! When you are down and in need. All your friends are no where to be found. Appreciate life! Love comes in many forms… for those who has found love in an other half! SMILE J he or she might just be the one who will take care of you… make you happy, be with you & etc. Love need work, it just doesn’t come to you and stay all the time… you need to make it work in order to keep it with you for as long as you want it! If things goes wrong and you get cheated or fail in a relationship, it’s not the end of the world!!! Learn from it and be strong… Life is a journey not a destination! So move on, pick up the pieces and you will be fine. Do not threat others the way you do not want to be treated. Words are easy to say but to apply is a challenge. So a lot of you out there will just do the opposite. This is actually how we learn or experience best.

So go bang a few walls, don’t say you didn’t hear or read this somewhere! After you experience all the suckie feelings try your best to pick up yourself and be a better person. It’s okay to sulk and be down, but the longer you are in it the more time you waste and time doesn’t wait for you.

I wish all to be happy and to be satisfied with what they have or own! Only this way happiness is achieved. We have a long journey ahead of us… we will leave each other at some point, so start appreciating those around you with a big heart. Be a man or women, doesn’t matter. You are not gay if you hug some one or say I love you. Show some love and the world will love you back!

I have found many true friends this way! All ages and sizes. I’m rich!!! Not rich as in $$$ (but if I was that would be awesome!) I’m rich with people that care for me and real friends that appreciate my company.

Thank You J

2010-12-01T13:17:00.002+08:00

Goodbye, November.. Hello December.

Time flies. Seems like its just yesterday that i started my new relationship with my other half.. Asking myself full of question marks that how things could end up by the end of the year.. Well, lots of lots of things happened during the year.. I have lose some people but at the mean time, i met new people as well and they are awesome! People always say friends come and go which is very true.. Though is sad that you lose some of your friends.. But think again, are they worth being your friends? Thats my question.. If you dont think so? Isnt better off that you guys warent friends anymore and whatever they do is none of your business?? But too bad, some people are still inmature. For me, i care less.. whatever they do doesnt matter to me anymore, i cared in the past because i treat them as my friends.. Thinking back, i feel stupid! But no matter what, i did not regret for having them as part of my growing-up.. (: Like i said, i met new people too~! Those people brighten up my day and make me laugh all the time.. I'm glad that i have them now.. (:

Most importantly, i found my truely other half! (: What else can i say? He is the sweetest guy ever! Trust me, he is! =P Taking care of me all this while, be there for me when i needed him and most importantly, he cared.. Even the very tiny thing that i dont realize.. (: He is very caring and loving.. (: He took care of me when i'm sick.. He bring smile and laughter to my life.. He taught me how to be strong and many more.. Everything that he did for me, i will always remember.. Thank you! and I Love You~! I know i would never find another like you out there.. (: Cant wait for our 1 year anniversary!

And for me, i realized i'm more mature now.. and trying to live as simple as i can! No more complicated and full of drama life.. (: Trust me, the more simple you live, the more happy you are! =P I gotta go now.. Will update soon! Xoxo

2010-11-29T20:57:00.006+08:00

Pictures above said it all.. Xoxo

2010-11-29T12:41:00.003+08:00

Am so bored at work now this explains why i am blogging... Nothing to do.. Thank God that my manger allows us to online and stuff, so that i can freely do whatever i want here.. (:

4 more days to my Singapore Trips.. Cant wait! But then i'm gonna miss my other half like CRAZY! 5 days no talking, chatting and texting.. :( This remind me that i need to go Digi Centre to activate my roaming... Argh~ So troublesome... Cannot do it ourself as my line is postpaid.. aikz.. Hopefully i can get my roaming done so i can at least text a few massages with my other half everyday.. I dont think i've saved enough money for my shopping.. but heck, I'm so gonna ask my parents to but me something... hehe... XD

As i've mentioned in my last post, i'm currently working in pyramid.. Working here is fun! No stress + i dont have to stand all day!! :D Everyone here is around my age and we can communicate well... (: Glad i didnt choose the wrong job! Thanks alot to Fibiee... (:

By the way, i need to start to shop for christmas present... So many presents to buy! Aikz.. But i'm lack of money now.. So many things to buy! :( People always say we have to save money.. For me, yes, i save.. but after few months when i have few hundreds with me, i will tend to spend it.. Who can teach me how to spend wisely?? :(

By the way, gotta continue with work.. Will update soon.. Xoxo

2010-11-28T21:46:00.002+08:00

I'm finally free to blog! (: Been working ever since my finals ended.. I'm currently working as beauty consultant in Nops, selling korean skin care and cosmetics in Pyramid.. Do drop by if you guys are in Pyramid.. (:

I'm so glad that finals is over and i can do whatever i want now without facing books for few months... (: Lots and lots of plan for this months even my manager said, "wah, you got alot of special days this month hor??" XD.. What to do?? Hehe.. :D and Thank God that my manager is very understanding and nice to all of us.. hehe.. Cannot take it for granted.. (:

Cousins staying over last weekend and they went home today.. They stayed for 5 nights and went for shopping everyday... -.-" I feel so bad cause i have to work and i don have much time to spend with them.. But they all so understanding.. (: Dont think i will be meeting them anytime soon so i will definately miss all of them..

I have so much to talk but i'm lost of words now.. Will stop here.. Update soon.. Xoxo

2010-11-22T02:00:00.002+08:00

How the time passed away?

All the trouble that we gave

Of all the things I still remember the first time i met you

The years go by and time just seems to fly

But the memories remain

Nothing to lose but everything to gain

Reflecting now on how things could've been

It was worth it in the end knowing we still love each other

Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear

So we made our way by finding what was real

and never let it go. ♥

Xoxo

2010-11-21T22:00:00.003+08:00

"Jealousy is simply and clearly the fear that you do not have value. Jealousy scans for evidence to prove the point, that others will be preferred and rewarded more than you. There is only one alternative - self-value. If you cannot love yourself, you will not believe that you are loved. You will always think it's a mistake or luck. Take your eyes off others and turn the scanner within. Find the seeds of your jealousy, clear the old voices and experiences. Put all the energy into building your personal and emotional security. Then you will be the one others envy, and you can remember the pain and reach out to them."

Thank You. Xoxo

2010-11-20T21:53:00.002+08:00

One more paper and 3 more days to go till finals are over.. I seriously cant wait~! So many plans in my head.. But gotta start work straight after my finals.. What to do?? I need money marr.. By the way, finals is like over to me cause i've not been studying for the last paper after yesterday's BIS paper.. (:

Went over to look for my other half last night after he came back from Seremban cause i miss him too much, cant help it.. hehe.. Watched Game Plan together and played with baBy's iPhone.. I enjoy every moment with him even though we did nothing much.. (: I Love You..

Came home very late so i slept until 12.30pm.. Thought I'm gonna get scolding from mom cause she doesnt like her kids to sleep until so late.. -.-" Quickly wash up and go down to the living hall and i realized no one was home.. Left with me, bebe and my maid.. Gosh~! So i called Ning and we went out since Kim is going Indonesia soon for holidays.. (: Did manicure and pedicure as well.. Say "YAY~!"

I'm really happy cause things fall back into places perfectly just as i wished.. (: Peace! No more war please.. I dont wana take it anymore.. Cause my hearts feels like tearing apart each time we fight.. Love you more than anything else.. Have faith and our love will find the way.. :D

Alright, I just lost my blogging mojo.. Stay tune for the next post! (: Xoxo

2010-11-16T18:34:00.002+08:00

2 down and 2 more to go~! All the calculations subjects done, now is all theory subjects.. Maths and Financial Accounting was okay, still can manage.. But did a few silly mistake.. Hopefully still can score DISTINCTION! *cross fingers* Now i should start preparing for the next paper, BIS (Business Information System fyi) Honestly, i still dont quite understand why we are all compulsory to take this subject.. Zzz.. and i think is quite unfair, cause boys obviously will do better in this paper cause they know more about computer stuffs right?? Anyway, we are allow to bring 'cheatsheet' into the exam hall.. So forget about it, just stuff as many notes as i can to the paper.. LOL.. Okay, i've just lost my blogging mojo.. Out of words now.. Will update soon.. Xoxo

2010-11-14T16:28:00.002+08:00

Its finals tomorrow!! Best of luck people.. (: Its Maths Paper tomorrow.. Remember to bring calculator!! XD Gosh, I cant wait for finals to end.. So many plans already.. Exactly 9 more days to go.. Just 9 more days, Cathy.. Study for another 9 more days and you will have 3 months of holiday!! Dont laugh at me, I need some self motivation.. =) Once again, good luck to everyone who are having their finals.. (: Will update soon.. Xoxo

2010-11-13T23:47:00.003+08:00

Its a very special day 10th months ago.. Its the day you and i got together.. My Love, we have been together for 10th months.. Remember you told me that "we didnt started off very memorable but i promise i will make it up to you".. and YES, you did.. After 10th months, I am still so obsessed with you.. I am never bored with you.. (: 10th months is just a very short period of time compared with our whole life.. But what we both have been through is enough to write a story book.. A fairy tale to share with our kids next time.. Hehe..

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you ADORE.

Some days, we just need a hand to hold, some days we just need a hug, some day we just need some words of encouragement, some days we just need someone to be there for a laugh and a memory.. In my "some days", there is you! Thank you for all the good things you bring to my life~! I could never found another like you.. I Love You, Edmund Ho.

Once again, Happy 10th Months.. I know there will be more to come.. *hugs and kisses*

Xoxo..

2010-11-10T23:53:00.002+08:00

Its a late post as it has past a week ago.. Sorry for the late post as i am busy studying.. (:

It was first day opening of Uniqlo.. Decided to join the group to Farenheit 88 to have a look.. Woke up at 7 in the morning and went all the way to KL.. Thank God it wasnt that jam.. When i reached there, the queue was really long and luckily the friends were there earlier to queue so me and my sis just went in their queue.. (= Didnt thought the queue will be that mad, so i didnt bring Hubby's iPod or some magazines to read.. Most of us are starving but we dare not to walk out of the queue.. haha!

*Tik Tok Tik Tok* Time passes, and guess what? We are the first 500 people to queue for it.. (: Proud!! LOL~! Well, i dont think i will be THAT lucky to win the trips to Japan though.. So ya, forget it.. By the time they open the shop, the crowd was crazy.. It was as though a celebrity concert~! Went in to the shop and we got our free limited edition tote bag.. (:

Gosh, the clothes were cheap and everyone grabs whatever they see before they decided to buy! -.-" The way the grab is like the clothes are free of charge!! Of course, i bought something for myself and Hubby too.. (: Thank you Debbie for giving me her vouchers as i forget to bring mine..

Mc.D for lunch after that.. Jia Jing joined her bf for lunch so only the 5 of us went to Mc.D.. Hang around there for the time to pass cause RedBox session only starts at 2.. Had fun singing all sorts of songs.. Happy to see the couples *JJ and Joo* singing "WU DING" ... (: Oh ya, forget to mention they gave us the big room! The room come with a attached washroom and a bar.. LOL~

It was a great day spend with the groups.. It was my first time going out with all of them.. (: More to come kay?? (:

Will update soon.. Xoxo

2010-11-07T01:01:00.002+08:00

So many things has been happening in the past week.. *sigh* Where is all the sunshine and angel when i needed them?? ='( I wish i was still a kid that i dont have to worry about anything else.. Only waiting for people to feed me and play with me.. Great isnt it?? Guess its life where everyone needs to go through in life.. I wondered whether i expect too much at my age.. Maybe i should not allow myself to get stress up easily over certain things.. I hate myself so much.. I'm not being myself.. I smiled and laugh in front of people, but i am not happy at all! Pathetic much that i dont even know who should i talk to and whether i will feel better after i shared.. I would rather keep it to myself.. Things has been going ups and downs non-stop that i wish it could stop right now! I hate it everytime it happens.. I couldnt control myself.. *sigh* I dont even know what i'm typing.. Enough said.. Nights..

2010-10-27T22:42:00.004+08:00

I'm back! Miss me?? (:

Went up to Genting with my other half and his parents on monday.. The parents went into the Casino of course but not me and my other half, cause i'm STILL underage... Wasnt feeling very well the whole time as i have bad cough and flu, but still, i enjoyed during the trip.. Next morning, when i woke up, hubby told me that my body is very heaty and i had FEVER! oh dear~! rest in the hotel for awhile and we ate Mc.D for breakfast as i have craving for long time.. But because i am not feeling well, i don have the appetite to eat.. I only ate half of the burger.. After the breakfast, we went back to the room for rest.. Hubby helped me to pack my stuff so that i can continue sleeping and we checked out after that.. oh ya, by the way, we stayed in Highlands Hotel for your info.. First time staying there, not bad though... (:

Hubby was taking care of me all the time, he wasnt afraid that he will get sick, he hugged me so tigthly when i feel cold, he helped me to pack my stuff so that i could sleep and rest longer, he dapao porriage for me, check from time to time whether i still got fever and etc etc.. Thank you so much Hubby, I Love You.. You are truly my other half.. (:

Overall, the trip was wonderful despite that i'm sick... There will be more to come.. (:

Will update soon! Xoxo..

2010-10-25T00:00:00.002+08:00

Many things has been happening in this week.. Lots of assignments due date and etc etc... Not forgetting that final is around the corner.. My face condition is getting bad to worst... *sigh* I'm glad that i can make it all on time even though i do it last minute.. Yes, i know last minute work is a bad habit but what to do.. Lazy people always do it last minute.. Need to make a change!

I'm going the city of entertainment, Genting to relax and enjoy myself.. I'm gonna leave everything behind and go enjoy myself for this two days before i starts to get busy again.. Cant wait to go out of this place~!

Had a long day today, i need some rest now, wish me luck for my test tomorrow! nights everyone! (: Xoxo.

2010-10-17T17:36:00.002+08:00

Grandpa came down to KL to take his medicine so he stopped by for a visits.. I realize he is much older than before.. The way he talk, he walk, his winkles and etc etc... But i am happy that he is still very strong at his age.. Even the doctors say so... (: He is a very wise man and he just got his professor title few years back.. He never fail to be a good father and good granpa.. Remember when i was young, he always fetch us, the grandchildren out with his old Volvo s60 *now still driving fyi*, buy us ice-cream and breakfast etc etc.. a lot more.. He said so many things to us just now.. not forgetting that he mentioned that it was my grandma who chased him last time! haha~! How cute to know how they fall in love with each other.. (: I love him and i pray hard that he could live longer at least until he gets to see his great grandchild.. (:

I'm taking out my braces tomorrow.. I am lucky cause i only wear it for one and a half years.. Some people have to wear for 2 or 3 years.. (: Honestly, I couldn't imagine how will i look after i take out my braces.. Maybe i look better with braces?? Haha~ I dono... You guys will comment it later... I am so used to wearing braces now and i bring toothpicks along with me everywhere i go.. *don laugh* Yes, i should feel happy and exited bout it cause i don have to worry weather any food got stuck on my braces and i will embarass myself in front of others and my other wouldnt tease me anymore cause he used to called me JAWS *so bad of him*... Goodbye braces, Hello pretty teeth.. (:

Nothing left to say.. will update soon.. Xoxo

2010-10-16T14:56:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates.. I'm really busy with assignments and etc etc nowadays as finals is just a month away and i need to study hard + smart.. (:

Went for a hair cut yesterday with Jia Jing.. (: My other half say that he don think that any difference.. -.-" Went to ampang after that for lunch with my other half.. We ate Mc.D cause i feel like trying their Black Pepper Spicy Chicken Mc.Delux... I think i prefer the normal one instead of the black pepper... My stomach wasnt feeling well so we went back to his place for rest and we watched Ugly Betty together.. (: I love the feeling where we both sitting on the couch with me leaning on you.. (: Surprisingly, i don feel the pain anymore.. Haha~! He is my 'doctor'.. (:

He wants to bring me to the "Gau Wong Yeh" celebration at night and tomorrow is the last day already but i couldnt make it as i need to be home early as promise, so we went to KLCC for dinner.. But i believe we will have chance next year right?? XD This time, its not Chili's but Madam Kwan.. (: After the dinner we walked around the mall and something cute happen!!! I will not write it out here, later he complains that i drop his face.. LMAO~! I love you arrr... (:

Overall, i had a wonderful day with you.. I am really happy to have you by my side and you are one special person that i cherish in my life.. I thank God for giving me such a good GIFT that i could never found out there.. *hugs and kisses*

What if I never knew

What if I never found you

I'd never have this feeling in my heart

How did this come to be

I don't know how you found me

But from the moment I saw you

Deep inside my heart I knew

Baby you're my destiny

You and I were meant to be

With all my heart and soul

I give my love to have and hold

And as far as I can see

You were always meant to be my destiny

I wanted someone like you

Someone that I could hold on to

And give my love until the end of time

But forever was just a word

Something I'd only heard about

But now you're always there for me

When you say forever I believe

Maybe all we need is just a little faith

Cause baby I believe that love will find the way

Stay Tune!! Will update soon.. Xoxo

Birthday Shoutout To Leng lui Jenn

2010-10-14T00:20:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday, Girl.

For you, Jennifer Tan, friendship is about the positive when everything seems to be negative.. Being accepted for who you are.. Being able to pick up where you left off.. Sharing, talking and laughing.. We've know each other for a year plus but what we have been through is too much to be listed here.. But one thing for sure, i'm grateful i have you as my friend and i hope you will enjoy your birthday.. Once again, Happy Birthday!!!! =)

Xoxo.

The 9th Months

2010-10-13T19:57:00.002+08:00

This post is for my other half.. (: We have been together for 9 months now and more to come.. I love him so much.. I learn to love someone unconditionally.. I surprise myself when I am with him.. He could make my world go round with things he said or do.. He changed my life completely.. He would put me to sleep before he sleep.. He would hold my hands and dance with me.. He would run together with me at the beach and the both of us would we watching the stars.. He would do little things to make me love him even more.. He would do anything to make me smile.. He would surprise me with his own ways that i could never forget.. He stands out from the rest.. He doesnt judge me by the way i talk, laugh, move or wear.. He loves me just the way i am and i ADORE him for who he is.. I Love You..

Although, we wouldnt be celebrating our 9th months together, but i know that our heart will always be together and this is enough for me to smile throughout the day.. He is the reason i smile everytime.. I could just keep on smiling even if just spending time with him until he asked me weather i have problems cause i smile and laugh non-stop.. I am just so happy when i'm with him.. I dont have to be anyone else when i'm with him cause he will never ever judge me for who i am...

Guess i would just stop here if not the post will be super long and my readers will be bored cause i would just say so many things about him and the list will go on and on and will never stop... Haha!! Once again, Happy 9th Months, My Other Half.. Will update soon.. Toodless!! Xoxo

Far Away

2010-10-10T00:23:00.000+08:00

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

2010-10-07T16:36:00.008+08:00

Had a wonderful weekend spent with my other half last week.. We went to Seremban and Malacca for a day trip.. (: We planned to leave KL at 11 so that we could reach there early and spent whole day there.. But my other half suggest that we should go eat something before we go, so we went OLDTOWN for breakfast.. (: After that, due to some incident happen, we need to go get something.. so we delay our time until 1 plus only we left KL.. The traffic was bad for i-dono-what reason.. To avoid the traffic, we went back to subang to collect some stuff at my place, after that only we left to seremban.. Hubby said that we will not reach seremban before 3.. Surprisingly, we reached there before 3.. (: Hubby brought me to the famous beef noodle for our late lunch first before we look for his brother... We settled everything and left Seremban around 5...

It took us an hour plus to reach Malacca.. I am bahaving like some Jakun when we reach there.. LOL~ First time going there with my hubby ma.. of course larh exited.. (: Noticed something at malacca.. After the toll, we drove pass lots of lots of traffic light and each traffic light keep us waiting for more than a minute.. -.-" and we took about half an hour to reach the city of Malacca... Jonkers Street was our first destination.. (: walked along the street and ate lots of junk food... yummy~! But the 'ping tong wu lou" makes me and Hubby cough non-stop.. =/ After that, we walked to the river, the famous christ church malacca, the muzium and etc etc.. I saw alot of nice trisaw and i feel like sitting, it the package was not suitable for us, so we ended up walking back to our car park... On the way back, we saw one Chinese Man performing at Jonkers Street so we stopped by and see... The man is so "cheong hei" keep on talk and talk but not doing anything else but getting lamer and lamer... -.-" We decided to left this beautiful city and go back to KL... (:

We stopped by at Ayer Keroh rest area for our dinner.. We ate A&W.. (: Its been long time since i ate A&W.. Yummy~! The weather was bad cause it rains all the way back to KL... =/ Was suppose to meet up with my friends at Milk but it failed badly cause f the traffic and etc etc.. So hubby decided to go Just Talk for a little drink.. At least we dont need to stuck in the traffic.. After that, we went back home and sleep.. It was a wonderful day spent with my other half.. I know we will have more to come.. (: Love you..

Next morning, we went to Imbi Palace for Dim Sum... (: Yummy~! The restaurant was packed and we have to wait for our turn... I would say the food was good and we both enjoyed it alot.. At least, i do.. (: Headed to Low Yat after that cause hubby wants to buy fan for his lappie.. Went home and huubby helped me with my assignments... Thank you so much Hubby~! Love you always... (:

Pictures :

Of course, more pictures on Facebook.. (: I really enjoyed the weekend spent with you my love.. Thank you for the wonderful weekend... I know there will be more to come.. Things wasnt going on very well, but i want you to know that, i love you and i care for you.. Nothing else will change my love for you..

Life is so unpredictable.. Anything might just happen in a moment.. We should all starts to appreciates people around you before its too late.. Tell them and show them that we love and care for them even if they do not need it.. It would harm you if you tell them or show them how much you love and care for them, but you will regret it if they are gone.. So, appreciates people around you while you can..

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand

I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned

I won't tell anybody

Won't tell anybody

They want to push me down

They want to see you fall

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around

I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound

Won't tell anybody

They want to see us fall

I don't need a parachute

Baby, if I've got yo

I don't need a parachute

You're gonna catch me

You're gonna catch if I fall down

Gotta go now, will update soon.. Xoxo..

The Reason

2010-10-06T21:08:00.004+08:00

I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with every day

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you

I'll be

2010-10-01T13:21:00.001+08:00

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above

I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said

Xoxo.

2010-09-30T18:42:00.004+08:00

It was one of those days when you feel everything's tumbling down.
You tend to wanna screw things up more just because the truth hurts too much and we don't wanna deal with it.
There's always this certain someone that manages to pull you out of the black hole, but not anymore.
Sometimes we just take advantage unconsciously wanting for more attention.
That's when they get tired and leave.

The kind of feeling where you have to look at them walk out of your life,
knowing you were the one to blame and having no rights to ask them to stay,
not wanting to admit the fact that we need them by our side telling us everything's gonna be alright,
we just keep pushing them further and further till they're gone.

If i could turn back time, i wished it didnt happen.

You are all i want and all i need. Xoxo.

"I dont wana see you anymore.....

Take good care of yourself alright."

that was it,

stabbed through my heart

please tell me you love me

cause i don wana wake up from dreams.

2010-09-30T16:28:00.001+08:00

我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里

我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我应该从何说起
最想说的话我该从何说起
如果没有你 没有过去我
你是否也像我一样在想你
不会有伤心 在哪里又有什么可惜 
但是有如果还是要爱你

如果没有你 我反正一切来不及

反正没有了自已 我真的好想你 不知道你现在到底在哪里
你是否也像我一样在想你

Xoxo.

2010-09-29T10:48:00.003+08:00

Tears flow through my eyes last night.

and I remembered its been a long time since i last cried.

Last night, i cried, cried badly.

but when i remember all the good moments we had together,

it makes me strong and feel better.

No one is perfect, accept them for who they are.

I've learn to love someone unconditionally.

This reminds me of how much you've changed my life.

I Love you.

Xoxo.

2010-09-27T20:08:00.001+08:00

Is there somebody who still believes in love?

I know you’re out there

There’s got to be somebody

I search around the world

But I can’t seem to find

Somebody to love

But wait, now how long could this take?

It’s hard to find a man,

When you’re gone before he wakes.

They say it’s hard to achieve

But can’t a girl believe?

Xoxo.

2010-09-22T12:39:00.002+08:00

Happy 4th Birthday to my beloved dog, Bebe Ho! (: You are old now... hehe.. and You are too pretty for a dog.. haha.. (: You always 'sayang' me when i feel sad.. and 'listen' to me complaining bout things which i dont like.. But sometimes, really piss me off by barking early in the morning and ask me to wake up, eat my bread and etc etc.. but as much i dont like you, i love you too... (: Xoxo..

2010-09-20T21:51:00.003+08:00

I am finally free from assignment and stuff for a day.. (: Had awesome lunch with my friends at Fullhouse today since they have new menu! (: Lots of them were there.. I dont really like the set lunch i ordered cause i dislike mushroom! But it was okay i guess.. I love the dessert though.. and the oyster.. Yummy~! (:(: I did not snap picture of food cause all of us were too hungry so we just eat straight when our food were served..

Its been long time i did not hit to the cinemas.. There's so many movie which i would love to watch.. "step up 3", "resident evil", and the singaporean movie "old cow vs tender grass".. I will go soon.. Please wait for me! :D

More photos on facebook.. (:

Internet connection has been shitty this few days!! argh~! Took me so long to load my movie in PPS and i couldn't even upload my photos in facebook.. =( Oh ya, should i save money for iPhone 4 or Burberry Bag?? Is so hard for me to choose.. =( any comment from you guys?? (:

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change cause you're amazing, just the way you are. And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for awhile, cause BOY you're amazing, just the way you are. ♥

Till then. Xoxo..

2010-09-19T21:34:00.003+08:00

"I Do Believe That God Above Put Me Here For You To Love.

He Picked You Out Among The Rest,

Because He Knew I'd Love You Best." By: edMuNd Ho.

2010-09-17T23:32:00.002+08:00

Jia Jing told me bout her trip to Singapore and now, i cant wait to go!! Argh~ I'm going only end of the year.. Its good cause i can do all my christmas shopping there.. (: Remembered the last i went Singapore was 5 years ago! =(

I'm kinda exited for this trip as i will be going for 5 days.. (: Imagine 5 days in Singapore, how much money do i need to save in order for me to shop freely?? Gonna be staying at Ritz Carlton for 2 nights and another 2 nights at my aunt's place.. (: Universal studio is a must to go of course! But some people say that its not worth to go yet as a lot of rides are not opened.. But its okay, will go have a look first then go again next time!! ;)

Shopping at a few mall like Takashimaya, Somerset, Marina Square, Vivo City and lots more is a must too.. (: Shopping in Singapore is cheaper than shopping in Malaysia because of the tax imposed and etc etc.. So, i'm gonna save enough money for my trip.. *ngek ngek* Oh ya, mom said that she wana buy iPad in Singapore.. (: The good thing is, if she buys it, i will use more than she does.. So i am encouraging her to buy! What a bad daughter.. hehe...

Just by typing it out here, i am already so exited!! LOL~ Cant wait to go~! Lalala~!

Will update soon.. Xoxo

2010-09-16T23:24:00.002+08:00

You coloured my life with full of colours. I Love You. It was our 8th Months Anniversary on the 14th. We went to KLCC, Chili's for dinner~! Hubby's favourite place for food.. :D While waiting for food, his phone rang and it was an unknown number.. Hubby asked me to answer the phone and guess what?? It was actually him on the phone and he was telling me how much he love me on the phone! HAHAHA... he surprised me... *heart melt* His phone has this application where you can make fake call and record your voice and stuff.. So he used it to surprise me... (: I Love You, edMuNd. (: He always do some small little things to make me smile, how could i not love you?? I am blessed cause i was loved by you.. and Every now and then, my hearts beats with the rhythm of your name : edMuNd Ho Chee Keong.. (:

Till then. Xoxo

Wilson and Pauline's Big Day

2010-09-16T00:58:00.008+08:00

Its my cousin, Wilson wedding on sunday, 12th September. Its a big day for us, the Ho family as he is the first grandchild who get marry in the Ho family.. (: Went back to johore early in the morning, and luckily were on time.. Still early i would say.. (: All of us were waiting for him to bring the brides back to the house..

Just like the traditional chinese wedding, they "pray" to the ancestors and so on.... After that, cousins and I went to their house for makeover as their ceremony in during lunch.. Mummy asked me to make up before i went back, so my make up is done only left with my hair and dress.. Get my hair done in 15minutes and helped others to makeover as well.. Then my cousins suppose to help at reception but she was not done yet, so a few of us went and helped.. (:

The lunch was awesome cause we get to meet up with long lost relatives and the afternoon was full with joys and laughter.. (: Very happy to see each and everyone of them.. and of course, i am happy to see my cousin finally get to marry his other half and live happily ever after! (:

Sorry the photos are not in sequence.. More photos on Facebook.. (:

Cousin tag a notes for all of us the day after the wedding ceremony :

"Of course, our family member, our relative, our “美女堂妹团” ，ur attendance make our wedding a absolutely splendid family reunion.

（说真的，美女堂妹团的化妆技术超棒，把我的老妹变成了美女 ;) )"

Lol~ I wish both of you “百年好合，早生贵子,白头到老”！(:

Thats all for this post.. Xoxo

2010-09-12T22:16:00.002+08:00

As i've promised, i will update bout Estee's 14th Birthday on the next post, which is this post.. (:

Well, we went Pavilion the day before her birthday so we bought Zang Toi's Chocolate Banana Cake for her birthday presents as they are really famous for their Chocolate Banana.. Look at the picture of the cake itself also feel like eating.. *yumm yumm* The funny thing was, she has bad hand writing so the fella wrote her name wrongly.. Instead of "ESTEE", her name has 'changed' to "ESREE".. Mon then make a joke at it... LMAO~

Next day, which is yesterday night, we went Rakuzen for dinner and of course the main point was to celebrate her birthday.. The food was splendid as the whole family loves to eat Japanese Food.. (: and of course with the companion of the closest people in your life and all the laughters.. It was a great night and all of us enjoyed the dinner..

Before we go home, we stopped by at the pet shop to buy some snacks for Bebe.. and we saw one female puppy pomeranian which is super cute! Love her so much!! She is only 1mths plus old.. The cutest thing was when you ask her to kiss you, she will kiss you.. OMG!! really very cute~! I fall in love with her but having another puppy at home will be like having another little baby at home.. one is enough for us.. (: Hopefully she will find her new owner soon..

Till then.. (:

Next post coming up soon : Wilson and Pauline's Big Day!! (: Stay Tune!! Xoxo

2010-09-11T22:09:00.003+08:00

Sorry for my lack of updates, been busy doing my assignments.. Last minute plan for dinner with my babes, lee ning.. Fetched her from her house and we went pyramid.. Debbie did some shopping and i didnt spent any money for shopping only food.. so proud!! haha~ Debbie wanted to eat sunsi zanmai so we went there and the queue was crazy.. We waited for more than 20minutes for our seats.. But it was worth it cause all 3 of us love japanese food... (:

After the dinner, debbie went and re-do her toe nails as her nail chip off a little so me and lee ning decided to eat Kindori even both of us are quite full as i'm craving it for few days already.. This time, i tried Passion Fruit.. Yummy~ Went up to Asian Avenue to look for Debbie and Lee Ning decided to do some manicure again.. haha~ Mine is still in good condition.. (: Headed back to her house for awhile..

When i was on the way home, i realized that i left my phone at her house.. aikz.. what a forgetful girl i am.. so went back to her house AGAIN to collect my phone.. hehe... Mummy waited for us to go home cause she bought lots of accessories for us.. *i'm loving it~* Thanks mummy!! Mummy claimed that its cheap and worth it thats why she buy a lot but daddy said that if you buy a lot and you didnt use, only keep at aside is a waste of money!! LOL~

By the way, its picture's time :

Girly Date (:

2010-08-29T22:33:00.005+08:00

This picture was taken a day before.. (:

You have completely changed my lifestyle.. Because of you, i prefer coke more and sprite.. Because of you, i am looking forward to every of your offdays.. Because of you, i've become more independent, Because of you, i like to drive around to practice my driving so that i can drive you out.... and many many more.. I Love You.. :)

Last minute girly date with my babe yesterday.. we went for mani and pedi.. (: I dont think is wrong for a girl to spend a little money to be pretty right?? *please say yes* Of course not every week larh.. maybe once a month?? hehe.. This time, we both chose to do the exact same one.. French Manicure and Nail Art for Pedicure.. Loving it~ My other half said my pedicure looks like hello kitty pink.. I think that its a barbie pink... LOL~ I dont really love it pink on my pedicure and i asked the lady she said it was this colour but then because the display nail are old, thats why the nail colour turned a little, but its okay, we both still love it... heehee Went arcade and played some games after that..

Picture's at below, and of course, more on facebook.. Have a look.. :)

Gotta run now.. update soon.. Xoxo.

25 Minutes

2010-08-29T21:51:00.002+08:00

After some time I've finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done

I find her standing in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her weddingdress
but she's crying while she's saying this

Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

Against the wind I'm going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends

But still I see her in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her weddingdress
but she cryed while she was saying this

Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

Out in the streets
places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head
still I can hear the words she said

Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twentyfive minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twentyfive minutes too late

I can still hear her say.......

Learn To Be Happy

2010-08-24T21:39:00.000+08:00

How does our history become sad or happy? How and why do our experiences affect the way we think and feel? Are human beings born to be miserable? NO! We are born to be human and to evolve through experiences. We are born to win!

There is no doubt that we all have a big variety of situations or experiences during our existence that we allow to affect the way we think and therefore the way we feel. There are people, objects and intangibles things that we meet and they become part of our experiences and therefore our history.

We all make choices, every day, every moment. The reason we are happy or unhappy is not our experiences but the way we deal with our experiences; what we think about them, therefore the attitude we take. Everything we do either makes us successful or unsuccessful, moves us forward or backward, every day, every moment.

Being miserable or happy is personal; it is a matter of choice and this choice has to do with the attitude each of us has.

Attitude is everything! Things are the way they are, they cannot be otherwise. The problem starts when we label our experiences with our own beliefs. Our attitude is the outcome of how we feel and how we will respond. Sadly and ironically, many of us build such an attitude that instead of solving the problems we already have, we create even more problems. Ironically again, this is the history of the so-called more intelligent being on the planet.

So, what we can do to be happy? How can move forward instead of backward?

First we have to consider cause and effect…

Our mind stores our experiences as thoughts, thoughts create feelings or emotions, and what we feel is the way we act. Our attitude is a reaction to our thoughts, feelings and actions; it is positive or negative based not on what we think, but how we think, and how we think is related to our level of awareness.

So, the roots of our misery, problems, disillusions, worries and sadness are in our thoughts; how we think about things. When we have negative thoughts, we are creating misery in our lives and if it's something that we don't want for our life, it is time to take control and put our brain to work to form a new attitude by creating new positive thoughts.

You will only be happy, move forward, be the champion you are meant to be when you are honest and take action. Start to motivate your mind with positive thoughts. Start with thoughts of love, optimism, and creativity. Start by appreciating and valuing every second of life, everything you are and have, and become passionate about everything you do.

Stop labeling! Things are the way they are but if you decide to label them, then label your experiences, with your fellow human beings and with your environment, in a positive and optimistic way. Regardless of what happens, paint your life, daily, with a smile in everything you experience. The more you do this, the happier you will become.

Move with the flow. Things are the way they are, they cannot be otherwise. If you row in the direction the river is flowing, its energy assists you. But, if you row against the river's flow, it is only a matter of time before you become exhausted, overwhelmed and defeated.

It is super important to be clear; to understand that happiness is not dependent on the outside world. Nobody can make you happy or unhappy. Be responsible for your life. You and only you have the power to control the way you feel.

When your desire to be happy becomes as strong as the need to breathe, you will be happy. If you want to be happy, make happiness part of your daily thoughts, emotions and actions.

So, be happy, it is not only your choice but also your right! Be happy, regardless; you definitively deserve it. Remember, sixty seconds of sadness is one minute less of happiness!

i MISS my other ½

2010-08-24T00:54:00.004+08:00

My home is in Ampang. I miss my parents much, therefore i go home as often as i can to talk to my mum n to update my dad how is life for me at Sunway... etc, etc & etc. (plus i need to do laundry!)

Yesterday i went back as i had tons of laundry to do! yipee~ by the time i got home was already late@12midnight! mum was busy with her tv series & dad was spending time at the balcony (he likes the peacefulness of the night). My friend had called me so we decided to visit the flea market bout 10mins drive frm my home.

Miss my other ½ much... (this is normal for me). Every where i go she will always pop in my mind. So i got her a new cover for her hp (two actually!). i like accessories but i don't have a hp which hav much accessory *sigh*.

What do u think?

Nice? i hope she likes it (:

There are so many colors to choose frm but i have no idea why on earth i always choose a feminine color! LOL (shhh... it's bco'z i LOVE my other ½) - anyways... feel free to let me know your opinion (: tata~ xoxo

2010-08-22T12:13:00.002+08:00

What an productive sunday i had today.. Not shopping or facial or spa.. But woke up at 9plus for breakfast and start cleaning the house since the maid went back to Indonesia.. Swept the whole house and mop the living room and dining area.. Lucky thing i do not need to was the plates cause my hands are sensitive.. hehe.. Thanks daddy for washing it for me.. (:

Its not a bad thing that i get to do all this cause i can learn to be independent said by my other half which is very true.. I always thought that my maid will do it for me so i took it for granted.. Now, my maid is gone and i need to do everything by myself.. No more "Kak, tolong saya..........." Haha~

Went all the way to cosway building opposite pavilion for training.. Its a short and quick one.. At least it ends much earlier than i expected.. (: So much to read about the package.. Zzz.. and its so confusing.. But its okay, i will spend some time to understand it.. Its part of the job anyway..

After the training, we went to pavilion for lunch.. Sad to say that my teeth hurts after my dental appointment on friday.. I thought i could eat the noodle cause its soft but no~ I have to swallow it straight instead of biting it then swallow.. Pain much~ =(

We walk around the mall after lunch cause some of them wants to buy something.. Vone Deng so kesian cause all of them keep on bully her.. haha... but it was really funny... LOL~ nevermind ya, be strong... don be sad.. XD

Its time to rest for awhile after such a tiring morning.. Will update soon.. Xoxo

Vainity

2010-08-20T23:37:00.006+08:00

Went pyramid with my babes (grace and xin jia) just now cause my beloved Jia came down from Kedah.. I miss her so much~! Hehe.. Had awesome time together.. (: Bump into You Wei and Fang Qiang.. LOL~! and Grace is so funny when she see him.. Hahaha.. *inside joke* I had a wonderful time with you girls.. Love ya'all.. (:

Accompany my other half for a haircut just now.. Love his new look now.. Thanks to me!! Hehe.. Wana know where to get such a nice haircut?? Ask me.. ;p My turn on this coming sunday!! Cant wait~! Had dinner with him after that and we hang out at Oldtown.. Great time spent with him.. I'm glad that i can actually drive myself to look for him and all.. and my other half said my driving skills has improve alot.. Finally~! Hope he is happy at the end of the day.. Love you arr!! (:

Picture's time : *more on facebook*

Training tomorrow.. Night people... Gotta sleep on my comfy bed now.. Xoxo

2010-08-19T20:30:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If we were to go through our life without any obstacles, we would be crippled. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. Give every opportunity a chance, leave no room for regrets."

2010-08-18T23:27:00.003+08:00

Just when i thought that everything gonna ruin, you showed up and brighten everything up. There's a reason why people describe love as being "head over heels." You feel like you're completely turned upside down. There's the physical stuff *your cheeks getting hot, the flutters in your stomach, and then there's the mental madness* you feel like you're losing your mind because all you can think about is the way he smells, how good it feels when he puts his arms around you, or the cute little smile he gets when he smiles. When you're with him, there's no other place you'd rather be; when you're not, you can barely wait until you see him again. Love is a total high - better than eating chocolate, acing a test, or scoring the winning goal!

I was looking through your blog and i remembered the past.. Remembered how we used to text each other more than texting our boyfriend and people thought that we are insane.. Remembered how we used to hang out after school.. We laughed over small little jokes until we got stomach pain.. Everything.. Thinking back on what i've been through with you in the past.. I guess i know you well enough to stand by your side when you needed someone.. Never even once judge you for who you are..

Its really sad to see that our friendship had turn upside down.. From best friend to strangers.. Oh well, i do not regret for being your EX-good friend and i shall be thankful that we have shared such a beautiful moments together.. But you know, its time for you to really think of it.. We all know what type of girl are you thats why we dont judge you.. But hey, how long more you wana continue doing this?? Continue doing this even after you get marry and have your own kids?? Wouldnt you be scared that one day karma will hit you?? and please do not simply say people is gossiping bout you cause no.1, if you didnt do it, no one will simply spread things about you.. no.2, we have other better things to do than to talk bout you.. No one wana talk bout you but you yourself say people gossip about you.. Dont you think that you look stupid?? I pity you, seriously.. You may get the fun and excitement all you wan now but in the long run, you are the one who is gonna ruin your own life.. *Sigh* Guess only you can help yourself.. Wish you luck..

Thats all for today.. (: Xoxo

2010-08-15T15:04:00.003+08:00

Look at the queue is Snowflakes... Crazy.. @@ But when u get to eat the 'tong sui' you love.. its worth it... hehe.. My other half picked me up yesterday night and we went to ss15 for Snowflakes.. First time seeing such a long queue in Snowflakes... Full of people and noise.. Zzzz...

Isnt my dog cute?? haha.. Pls say yes!! Look at her tongue.. Forever also come out wan.. haha... Cute ler?? XD Love her so much... She make me smile everytime when i'm done.. She will be by my side everytime i cry.. Hehe...

I'm finally done with my assignments.. (: Thank you for those who helped and taught me.. you know who you are.. *loves* watching "Love In Disguise" tomorrow with my other half.. (: (:

Gotta go now.. Xoxo

2010-08-14T16:09:00.001+08:00

Love it much~! Thank you so much, my other half. (:

Back to assignments now.. Xoxo

i wonder~

2010-08-13T23:32:00.002+08:00

deaR wanLi's blog readers,
it's edMuNd here and i have hijacked wanLi's blog ;P
lets see what can i write here? i have never blog before, so here goes~

i'm sitting in my room listening to 98.8FM. i do this almost every Friday evening 10pm-1am. there's a program which callers will call in and share there life problems. listening to the stories shared i learn to appreciate myself, love my parents & my other half more! it's scary what the stories you will hear, abuse case, suicidal & etc. my point is... if you and me can sit here & blog and you read means you are very blessed!!! you may not be perfect... maybe lost a mum or dad or even single with no siblings! but hey... we have ourself to love before we learn to love others & objects.

i appreciate my other half much! i wonder how she could put up with me or even love me after a few months! well... it's been 7 months now & our love is still very strong~ i'm surprised, not at my other half but at myself. i manage to love unconditionally... all of her friends, family & her.

life is complicating, we always ask all the question why this why that... at the same time life is also NOT complicating, it is as simple as you take it...

erm.. suddenly i'm brain dead! maybe next time i'll write more here. so till i hijack waNLi's blog again i'll leave you with :-

"your life is a beautiful picture! the paint is in your hands, color it black and white or colorful is entirely up to you..."

xoxo

2010-08-12T12:56:00.002+08:00

I have 2 assignments due on coming monday. :( Thank God i've completed 1 and 1 more to go! Another assignment due on next friday.. So much to do, so little time.. Anyone teach me how to do the bis assignment?? I only have a rough idea on how to do it.. :(

Came early to college today cause Debbie's class at 12pm and mine at 2pm so daddy ask me to follow her and this explain why i have time to blog.. I only blog after i done my research kay?? I'm not being lazy and trying to postponed it.. I have no time to be lazy anymore.. Adui~

I cant wait for tomorrow!! Its HIS offdays!! (: *loves loves* Stay tune for the next updates... Xoxo

Two Less Lonely People

2010-08-11T22:21:00.001+08:00

I was down my dreams were wearing thin
When you're lost where do you begin
My heart always seemed to drift from day to day
Looking for the love than never came my way

Then you smiled and I reached out to you
I could tell you were lonely too
One look then it all began for you and me
The moment that we touched I knew that there would be

Two less lonely people in the world
And it's gonna be fine
Out of all the people in the world
I just can't believe you're mine
In my life where everything was wrong
Something finally went right
Now there's two less lonely people
In the world tonight

Just to think what I might have missed
Looking back how did I exist
I dreamed, still I never thought I'd come this far
But miracles come true, I know 'cause here we are.

2010-08-08T20:36:00.004+08:00

How's your weekend my dear readers?? I hope its great cause mine was well spent with companion of my other half and families.. (:

Came back from Gardens not long ago.. Went for spa + facial made my day happy and not forgetting that i had fun shopping with my families.. :) The only not-so-good-thing was, after my spa, i waited for 30minutes only i can continue with my facial cause they got not enough beautician.. -.-" But luckily i have my other half to accompany me text so that i wouldnt be boring.. Thank you so much my dear! (:

After long hours of relaxing, i'm finally done but mummy, daddy and debbie were in some SK-II and diamond talk in The Gardens Lounge.. So me and Estee went down to get some food cause both of us were starving.. :( We bought lots of junk to eat... heehee...

We spent quite a lot today, so mummy, debbie and me get to join The Gardens Club for free.. and we got a free goodies bag as well.. (: Walking in heels for almost 7 hours in the mall but i dont feel tired at all cause i'm happy and satisfied much.. Well, i dont get to spent that much of money often.. Cause money is not easy to earn.. XD

Saw the cute little smiley above?? hehe.. Its a gift by my other half.. So pweety.. Love it~ He bought one for Grace too but he clarified that the one for Grace didnt write anything.. haha.. So cute la you.. Although is just a smiley but i love it alot... I love it so much because he written something himself on the smiley.. haha... Thank you for spending such a wonderful day with me.. I Love You, Darling..

Oh ya, a pedicure for myself too... Love the design.. Simple and nice! (: Well, its normal for a girl to spend a little money and pamper themselves with manicure and pedicure to keep their nails pretty once in awhile right??? hehe..

Thats all of now, gotta do my tutorials.. Xoxo

2010-08-04T13:35:00.003+08:00

Saying is easy but doing it is difficult. Shitty much!

2010-08-04T01:11:00.003+08:00

"八岁的差距，我们可以一起弥补啊!

你可以为了我继续穿迷你裙，

我可以为了你穿西装打领带，

我们可以一起看你爱看的外国电影，

你可以陪我一起看我爱看的热血漫画，

只要我们在一起就都ok啦。

如果累了没车，我可以背你回家，

如果你心情不好，我可以陪你上天台看星星，

没有金钱堆砌的恋爱，

也不见得不浪漫啊。"

看这部戏的时候，还以为我没有可能会跟我年龄相差很大的男生在一起，也没有去想太多。只觉得纪存希说得很浪漫。毕竟是跟年纪大你这么多的人在一起一定就会想很多。我也不例外，想了很多，很多。。。在我决定和他在一起之前就已经知道我们未来的路一定不容易走，也有可能会遇到许多人的批评与讨论，需要很大的勇气。可是这些我都不在意，因为我知道我喜欢他，非常的喜欢。到了今天，我还是不后悔我当初的选择而很庆幸的能够和他在一起。或许经过那么多的事情能让我们彼此的感情更进一步吧！不知怎么，可能是年龄差太大的关系吧，有时候会觉得很没有安全感，所以就引起了吵架。是不是我太铭感了呢？每一次吵架，我都睡不着，而且心里很不舒服。想打给他，听听他温柔的声音，可是又不想吵他。我好想他！

2010-08-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

You came into my life when I needed you the most
You offered me your heart,your support and held me so close.

You guided me out of all my misery
You cared, you listened and you set all of my worries free

You gave me strength when I was weak
You reached for my hand to guide me back on my feet.

You offered me your shoulder when I need to cry
You encouraged me to stay strong and to always try.

You are like a sweet angel from the sky
You bring me so much joy and you lift my spirits so high.

You always were the one that stood by me
You assured me how beautiful my life could be.

You took away all of my pain and sadness
You gave me hope and showed patience and erased my sorrows and madness.

You have captured my heart and soul
You are what I need, you know

You are truly my very best
You stand out above the rest. I Love You.

2010-08-01T18:21:00.003+08:00

I'm really happy yesterday.. (: My other half suppose to fetch me in the morning then we go ampang together cause he want to cut his hair.. But i over slept cause were too sleepy so he went back home to ampang alone.. I feel so bad so i asked mummy whether i could drive to KL alone without any hope that she would say yes.. Surprisingly, she agreed!! So happy~! I text him and told him but he didn't want me to.. But at last he agreed~!! Quickly went and bath and drove to ampang!! It was heavy rain in KL but i manage to reach there safely.. (: We watched Karate Kid together at his house since i haven watch it.. and half way,m he fell asleep cause he was too tired.. I woke him up and asked him what to eat for dinner.. He say talk after the movie and continue with his sleep.. -.-" We ended up eating Mc.D cause it was raining out there and i feel like eating Mc.D plus the nearest place to eat was Mc.D so ya.. Drop him back home and i drove home myself.. (: I am really happy cause i can drive alone to go look for him.. I don't need him to purposely come all the way to Subang and go back to ampang.. (: oh ya, and sorry to make you worried my dear.. no more next time kay?? I Love You..

wanli is special by edmund

2010-07-30T06:26:00.001+08:00

Life is so unpredictable. Changes always come along, in big or small ways. I don't know what happened that this sudden change has turned my world upside down. I don't know exactly what it is, it just hit me, but there is something really special about you.

It might be all the things I see on the surface, the things that everyone notices and admires about you, qualities, capabilities and a wonderful smile obviously connected to a warm and loving heart; these things set you apart from everyone else. But it may also be the big things ... the person you really are that I hope to know more someday. And it might also be the little things ... the way you walk and all your actions. I receive so much joy just being able to see a smile in your eyes. If I ever figure out the magic that makes you so special, I'd probably find out that it's a combination of all these things. You are a rare combination of so many special things. You are really amazing.

Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts. There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you.

Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you.

Love Always,

ed.

2010-07-28T20:38:00.002+08:00

Rate 7.5/10

Watched "The Sorcerer's Apprentice" today with the college mate.. Nice movie and its funny at some parts.. Love it~! Gonna download it for Baby soon so that he could watch since he is bored at his hostel.. (: Accompanied Chooi to buy his gift for his mom birthday presents.. and ate Mc.D then came back home!

I am happy that i successfully passed all my subject and proceeds to semester 2.. (: Gonna promise to put in more effort this semester.. Assignments are given first day of the lecture.. :( I'm still in my holiday mood larh.. Someone bring me back to college mood please..

Will update soon.. Stay Tune! Xoxo..

2010-07-25T21:28:00.003+08:00

Hello my dear readers.. (:

Holidays has come to the end.. Starting college tomorrow! :( I still miss Redang, the beautiful island.. Been busy helping daddy to do his stencil this weekend.. do until my fingers all pain.. =( But its okay cause can have some family time.. For some people who dono what are stencil, below are one of them.. (: Can you imagine?? I have to slowly take out the words/ numbers one by one.. But its good in a way, cause you cab be focus and forget bout some unwanted things for a moment.. (:

Went Pavilion with mummy on saturday morningfor shopping.. I love shopping with mummy!! (: I had a new water bottle for college.. (: By the way, everywhere is having mega sales now.. Anyone who is interested in buying wtaches, Tangs having 50%-60% discount for Hugo Boss, Just Cavalli and Juicy Couture watches!! Go Go have a look!! :D

Just before i go home, i went to the counter to claim for 2 hours parking free.. and i saw flyer written if we spend more than rm300 in the mall using EON Bank credit card, we are entitled to redeem Crabtree and Evelyn travel pack.. But the thing is, mummy paid using different credit card! aikz.. its just too bad cause we didnt know it earlier..

Bake Tiramisu on Friday night.. (: Yummy~! The last i bake tiramisu was during form 3 together with a fren of mine until now.. haha... This time, we bake a tradisional tiramisu with low sugar and no egg.. at first, i thought it will be tasteless but it turn out to be nice!! haha!! I'm loving it~! (:

Does it look tasty to you?? :D

Results is out except for management subject.. Why la so slow wan?? :( Management is the subject i'm afraid of most and they haven review the marks yet.. Nothing else i can do but to wait patiently..

Till then.. Xoxo..

2010-07-20T14:38:00.002+08:00

Celebrated Jia Jing's birthday at Munich, IOI Boulevard last night.. The dinner was great of course with great companion too, my other half and Estee!! (: Haha, she followed us along.. Jia Jing was too busy to entertain all of us.. Its okay, we understand case its your day!! Love you aite?? (: Ate pork nuckle!! Yummy~! Then as usual the birthday cake ceremony and picture time.. :) Left that place bout 11 cause Estee needs to go to school the next day.. aikz..

I hope you like the present!! and Thanks for the lovely dinner.. Once again, Happy Birthday Sweetie!! (:

Birthday Girl looking good! :D

Nothing to do at home so i decided to change my blog page and layout.. Noticed?? How is it?? Any comments?? Hmmm.. I also removed my cbox.. any comment please leave it below the post kay??

Results is coming out in 4 days time! *pray hard* I've done everything my best and hopefully it turn out to be what i hope for..

Will update soon.. Xoxo